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i've been having puzzling but hopeful dreams of late.
unsolicited dreams. sometimes i will myself to dream about something. but these
late night reveries were not conjured by the consciousness of me.
i remember having pretty erotic dreams consisting of women from british comedys
that were made in the 70s or 80s. i think i had a wet dream once over these lusty
wenches. they were the betty and veronica of highly sexually innuendoed television comedy.
with ye old english accent, a poshy one not that rubbish essex one. that is the only recollection
i have of every having a wet dream.
due to me being mostly with female companions and being an excellent masturbator at all other times.
it all cums down to how powerful your binoculars are.
three women lost their way into my R.E.M. state. two of which i barely know. and
they really shouldn't have been there. they weren't in any of my to do lists, and henceforth
are now in trouble.
the third however was much more interesting for me and i actually tried to extend
that dream after being interupted by waking. i despise that. i desperately tried to claw my
way back into the dream, firing off the most recently used synapses. didn't really work and it
never does for me. damn damn damn. she was my perfect girl. and since i have resigned myself to
being single for a long time she brought hope where there was none.
i never dream about perfect girls. and they are usually based on people i know. how freudian i know.
but this girl was different. all i remember was she was tanacious, persistent and wearing a white boob tube. she was probably and A, but later on she became at least a B. good ol will coming through for me.
its quite an interesting thing this dream to have for me. maybe it's because ive been sleeping over 12 hours a day my sub conscious is telling me, well if your going to sleep so fucking much doing nothing you might as well have a good time.
curiously she looks nothing like what my consious mind wants. which is always the way isn't it. do those
picture perfect relationships really work? what does your subconsious say?
April 4 2007, 16:05:50 UTC 5 years ago
In saying that, my current squeeze used to think the way you do about women and resigned himself to being a bachelor with a thousand whores across the globe to do his bidding hahaha. And he also had dreams about this one girl and everytime she left, he would be sad and miss her, even though he's never been attached to one girl and had never been in love. Apparently this was just before he met me. And apparently when he met me I changed his mind about not ever being in a serious relationship. And apparently, he's in love now for the first time. Apparently. I'll have to put a little trust on that and see how it all works out. Cynicism does't really belong in an ideal relationship haha.
Maybe conjuring your perfect girl in your dreams is the beginning of conjuring her into your reality?
April 5 2007, 17:46:06 UTC 5 years ago
theres only a handful.
yoink.
everythings been getting abit weird lately.
April 4 2007, 19:23:40 UTC 5 years ago
April 4 2007, 20:40:54 UTC 5 years ago
they do come true. its just sometimes you have to pay more. (profound "du-du-dunnnnn" here)
heh from my experience, the best ones can be found in church. indeed.
happy hunting mav.
April 5 2007, 17:46:35 UTC 5 years ago
April 4 2007, 21:46:02 UTC 5 years ago
Your such a lonely little penis, ah young penis keep hoping you may yet find your dream girl.
I rember reading about something like this in my brothers psych book.
I think you have like 3 weeks to live or something. That or expect your dick to rot off.
April 5 2007, 17:47:07 UTC 5 years ago
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April 5 2007, 10:57:40 UTC 5 years ago
Maybe your subconscious might be trying to drill something out of your conscious mind with those dreams of yours. Like.. if you -were- looking, maybe picture perfects shouldn't be the motivation of a relationship. Just a thought. I'm alien to your cognitive terrain. *shrugs*?
April 5 2007, 17:53:04 UTC 5 years ago
i dont want relationships. i just want sex and food and photography. with some girl that tinkles with my thoughts and melts my aloof exterior. if thats called a relationship then so be it. i know just about every ex has told me, youre never going to find what your looking for.
and youre never going to be happy. which unfortunately seems to be the case.
April 5 2007, 19:04:13 UTC 5 years ago
I think your exs' suck. No one has the right to tell you how your situations are gonna be left running just because they're not fitting for you, so eff them. I'm no natural optimist myself, but you are what you believe- my other two cents.
April 5 2007, 22:25:14 UTC 5 years ago